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On Failure & Progress -- Don't be so hard on yourself

Michael Davis's picture
Michael Davis

On Failure & Progress -- Don't be so hard on yourself

I just wanted to post this side-by-side of one of my first loaves and a more recent loaf to illustrate the importance of failing well. I believe that in endeavors such as this, there is no such thing as failure as long as you learn from it. I baked the loaf on the left on January 18th; the loaf on the right on February 5th. I baked a bunch in between, adjusting my methods, recipe, and handling techniques, all while taking a lot of notes. I also talked frequently with a friend who was further along than I was in baking this style of bread. 

I could have baked the first loaf and said "I cannot do this" and left it at that. Instead, I embraced the fact that I was new at it and that it would take time and attention to get better. This wasn't easy for me, because, like many people, I have the strange cognitive condition of thinking that I have to be really good at everything I do right away, even if I've never done that thing before. These kinds of feelings, when unaddressed, will sabotage any new endeavor you attempt. 

So take heart! Acknowledge the fact that you do not know everything and embrace self-compassion as you learn to bake great bread, one step at a time. :)

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Filomatic's picture
Filomatic

Excellent work!

Rajan Shankara's picture
Rajan Shankara

Thank you for posting this. I recently came back to baking after a long break and had a series of bad loaves. Luckily, Derek, aka yozzause, was able guide me back to where I once was. We dissected all my steps and I basically relearned everything all over again. After about 15 test bakes I finally got my groove and starter culture of two years up and running. Needless to say it was incredibly frustrating as I am a bit of a perfectionist, even good bakes are not good enough until the loaves are perfect. 

It was all divine though. I learned so much more by making many mistakes as I came back to baking SD again. And I got to reconnect with Derek, which is awesome. 

 

Thanks again for mentioning this. I need the reminder regularly.  

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nmygarden

And I agree - we've all had loaves like your first. But most of us here did as you did, chalked it up to experience and moved forward. Your 'after' loaf is a beauty and you now have knowledge and skills that will allow you to continue your success.

Cathy